I was reading the first blog of this site while smiling like a parent smiles at his/her excited child. How excited I was about this 'kingdom' of mine that I was building. This actually was my happy place, a place I could express myself although I think I could do better in doing so.
It's been almost 4 years since I first wrote here and now that I look back, I feel like a totally new person. I'm glad I'm no longer as perfectionist and fearful of embarrassment as before, but I miss the desire I used to have to thrive for the better. Well, I'm still cluess about how my attitude towards life should be.
I didn't have a plan to continue writing in this blogsite anymore, so I thought I'd better say final goodbye to this so called "Journal of My Journey" at the final hours of 2024. People are going berserk outside with their fireworks for no reason. What I'm writing is not entirely registering in my head.
I do intend to continue writing on another website- a grey and simple one- like my life. The colours and excitement seeping out of this blogsite no longer resonates with my attitude. So I'll preserve it as it is without further tainting it with my greyness. Here's the link to that website-
https://binsjournal.blogspot.com/
Hope to write there whatever I want. Maybe I'll be regular or maybe I won't. Not a big deal either way.
Thank you for visiting this site and bothering to click on this post : D Means a lot to me. If you will, please comment down with "👋" as anonymous or your name to leave a trail of your presence in this abandoned kingdom of mine. (I wonder if I'm talking to anyone at all.)
Goodbye. Assalamu 'alaikum.
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